I’ve been sober about 3 months, on medication for about a month, and in therapy for a couple weeks and I absolutely see the reason why addicts go back to drugs. Granted I was never an addict or did hard drugs, just alcohol and weed. Nothing beats the europhic feeling you feel on substances especially when you’re dealing with trauma and mental illness. But addiction is real and sucks but you really just have to fight for your life and have faith in something bigger than you I suppose.

Men love admitting their love for you when you start messing with another man as if you didn’t give them a chance to love you. They really think they can treat you anyway, play with your emotions, and still be picked! Time is of the essence and there are niggas who will treat you the way you want to be treated without you even saying shit.

Ain’t no loyalty to a nigga who isn’t MY nigga, fuck that! When I gave you the opportunity to love me, you should’ve took full advantage of it. I’m not here for your disposal, to wait on you for when you’re ready. I’m a very action driven women. When I want shit, I GET SHIT DONE. Let that be a lesson to you.